Let's just lie here for a while and forget about the world

Make me disappear

Have you ever felt like you just wanna disappear? Sink through the solid ground or turn into smoke that blows away with the wind...have you ever felt like you just don't wanna be or feel anything...just for a little while. Not die, not disappear forever. No, just to be gone for a little while. To escape life until it becomes livable again. To close your eyes and be somewhere else. I have. A lot of times. I wish it would happen right now. So please just take me away, and bring me back when everything's okay again. I'm too weak to stay and deal. To weak to face it. To face you. So please, just for a little while...

We all do

Forgive me but...

In one way I hope that you will be happy, I really do. I hope you can find someone, I hope you do. But in another way, a very very selfish way that makes me ashamed, I wish you don't. Cause I'm not sure I can see you with someone else. I hope I can, it would make it all so much easier. But then again, I hope I can't...

When you smile

I wish

I wish we were a book, so I could just read into the next chapter...